This pain grasping at my soul
how I wish I could drown
In the sorrow I am continually surfacing in

I sink lower and lower
into the abysiss of my fear
only to make a last fetal effort at the life I used to know

I remember the feelings of happiness I used to have
Before everything was swept away
A whirlwind of emotions.. and I am the Eye of the Storm

I call out silently,
Beggin for my misery to end!
Why must I fight for the ones who dont even care of my fate?

Those useless people
forever overly involved in their own affairs
While I seem to know to much, they are underinformed of the miseries out there

I would die for you
you people, all alike in your ways
I would willing give up everything to give you a better chance

But these efforts only cause me more pain
Where are you to save this tattered being
I wish I was able, to give it up, and go quietly